i try my best at mediocrity

i am trying my best at being mediocre, stoning my presence into oblivion and keeping my opinions under my breath. so please don't say I don't compromise. i do, though i must admit i don't do it with much flair.

i've got an ego that needs to be tamed at times, an over-dynamic personality that strangely turns to shyness when the limelight is not automatically shone on me, and some very proud but personal goals that I can't share freely in my present work environment.

I'm not complaining. Just that I need the resolve to journey through this in solitude. All, in the name of dreams, money and peace-of-mind to realise the big things to come. Things are not bad. At least at 6pm on work days, I live again.